You know when your laying down, and your crying.. Your chest is wet from all the tears that have rolled down your cheeks.. You blink and your eyelashes release more tears that they have captured.. Then someone knocks at your door, and you franticly rumage through mess to find a tissue.. Your voice is trembling, Your trying not to let anyone realise the pain your going trough, so you smile and laugh like you accidently stubbed your toe to explain the puffy eyes and redness?Gosh I've miss this feeling. I haven't cried like this in oh so long.