I miss you most on winter mornings as we drift we slip through evenings, we drive into the cold and dark with fingers crossed I follow your eyes to avoid from getting lost And all I had was the memory of what was so let's pretend it never mattered to us I hope this message finds you well Never thought I'd live to tell Just to survive we do what we can we read the maps and signs, and we make the plans by our design I write it down to get me by the worst time in my life