I feel miserable. I miss him, and its killing me. I feel disconnected, and abillion miles away. I haven't felt his touch on my skin, or had his arm's around me for what feels like an eternity. I want him. I need him. I feel myself slipping away, I feel him slipping away. I hate these feelings. These feelings that are now controlling every decision placed before me. Im angry and always moody, making every situation about 10 times worse then what they need to be. I feel as if all the wall's around me are closing in, like the lights are slowly dimming out. Im incomplete and Im lost. I need to see him, then my heart should beat like normal.